So yeah...

Hello all! Just to update you guys on what's been going on out here the past few days...

If you read in one of my previous posts (because I'm not deleting that which I have written) that I hated my job, please don't understand it that way. I was in the middle of sorting out a whole bunch of stuff, and at the time, I had thought that I had made the wrong decision to stay out here. The reason behind that is easy; I wanted to be more available to some friends who can't contact me all the time out here (with the unreliable internet and no phone line in my house 'n' stuff). Since then, I've had a really good, much-needed discussion with someone and they asked me some questions that I've been putting off answering/running from for quite a while now. I spent some time with God today and tonight, just thinking, pondering and deciding things that, again, I've put off for too long. I know I've said it already, but thank you for talking to me yesterday (you know who you are).

~Blackbird

*Just a note for those who work with me...I know I've been really withdrawn lately, and this is due to some unresolved issues between God and myself. You will see a book with me all the time, for the next little while at least, but if you want/need to talk to me, I will be attentive and listen to you; I just won't initiate anything. Cheers!*