As yet another spring comes into full bloom, here I sit in the conference room of a place that's both haunted me and yet blessed me beyond my imagination over the course of the nearly 7 years since I first stepped foot on the property. I still remember being that 18 year old girl, having completed my final high school exam only 5 hours prior, and being scared and excited and completely overwhelmed all at the same time. I remember the first moments of my time here, and I remember quite a few of the things that happened and friendships that formed over that first week that completely changed my outlook on my time here, and that absolutely overturned my faith (a few times over, if I remember correctly).
All of that comes to mind, and yet I sit here in utter peace contemplating the past 7 years of my life; all the things I've regretted doing, and all the things I've accomplished, and all the friends with whom I've grown (those I've kept close and those I haven't), and even those friends I've lost along the way and who are now hopefully all partying it up with Jesus in heaven. I think about it all and I am completely at peace about my life, because God's got this mess under control.
As I've said before, and as I will continue saying as long as I have breath:
God is good. All the time. God is good.