well, it's sure been a while since i last wrote...and in my defense, i'm really busy at this point in my life. school has been so very hectic and almost unbearable at times lately.
i've also recently figured out that if i want to get into college, i have to get high honours to improve my average to try to undo all the slacking that i've been doing for the past year. it's been such a relief to just sit back and watch the world go by, even for an hour. but then i reap the concequences three-fold, at school and at home. school life has been stressful enough with me now worrying about my grades even more than i ever have before in the past.
my home life could be better, also. i'm not going to elaborate on this one, because recently some unfriendly eyes came upon my previous blog...and i had to delete it all. that wasn't a pleasant feeling, but it has kept those same prying eyes away from my business for the past couple days. but those eyes have been prying in secret, instead of doing so right in front of my face, or so those eyes think i don't notice that they've gone into my room, and through my things.
one of my friends decided to write about love, and i've decided that i'll try to as well. when you do find your true love...the whole world's against you, and trying to seperate you two. even God could seperate you, in death. but whatever happens is God's will. i think that's probably it for me tonight, though.
~Blackbird
